Little ways I am finding to be in touch with my sensuality in the middle of a lowdown

Since September I felt my self-esteem had gone down the hill a little bit. The reason: my hair had been damaged. Even a Tricologist (someone specialized in damaged hair) could not pin point the cause of the damage. Her solution and of two hairdressers were for me to cut my hair, as it was pronounced 'dead'. 'Your hair is dead'. I tried all that I could first of all in the hope of some resurrection to no avail. So, finally on Wed the 2nd I had my hair cut - short, very short. Since them I have been in the morning process. I tried to avoid looking into mirrors, as my bedroom is filled with them, but my friend suggested I looked even more to find different ways to use it.

So, while I was feeling upset about my hair, I kept in one way or the other, to be in touch with my sensual side, to bring it back to life. they were small things here and there:

When exercising, lifting some weights, I would enjoy looking in the mirror and love each part of my body, especially the one that needed love the most: my tummy. I also enjoyed looking at my sweat dribbling down my forehead and feeling how warm it was.

I watched a bit of porn movies on my own...the rest... well...

I would cook myself a lovely meal and really feel the taste of it. Enjoying my mouth watering beforehand and tasting each spoonful with gusto.





I danced around my bedroom wearing only a pair of white cotton knickers and felt very sexy.

I felt lonely one day and called two friends for a hug. one said maybe, the other said for sure. In the end both came. I was so pleased. A hug from a friend is worth millions. the 'She' friend went on holiday after; the 'He' friend stayed over and in the morning his lovely hands did a great work of art, which put the butterflies flying in my stomach - when I feel love for myself that is the way I feel: butterflies in my stomach. Wow, nothing better than an orgasm in the morning without the need of full sex. That was enough to get me back on track and put a smile on my face.

I enjoyed all my showers. The feeling of the water pouring on my skin…

I ate plenty of yogurt with my tongue: I put it in a small plastic pot and licked it as if I was licking the most delicious thing on earth. It is a fun way to taste yogurt like that , as for some reason the taste is different from eaten with a spoon - and it also strengthen the tongue to be used in other pleasures of life.

I lighted a rose candle in my bedroom and inhaled the delicious smell. I also kept looking at the flames; there is so much you can see if you became quite for a moment looking at a candle flame, the forms it makes, and your imagination that runs wild.

I went to a manicure and painted my nails red.

I hugged a tree and made a wish.

I dressed up with high heels. I worn a black long wig and a mask then I parade in front of mirrors while touching, smiling and playing with myself.

I had a Dead Sea Mineral Mud spread all over my body. As it needed to be warmed first I really felt turned on by the warmth of it. As it dried I could feel my skin being slightly squeezed. Then after 20 min of looking really 'dirty' my mind was also dirty, Then I laid in the bath enjoying the murky hot water taking the mud out of my skin. It really felt sensuous, bringing me into touch with myself. Remember, the skin is the biggest organ in the body and in my case extremely sensitive in all areas - don’t even try behind my knee. ha!

One day I had a bath with aromatherapy oil for 1 1/2 hour. The last thing I had in mind was sex, but as my body became warmer and warmer with the hot water I could not help myself in touching my silky skin - the oil certainly helped with the 'silky'. When I saw I was already with that feeling of love and appreciation for myself. For me it feels like butterflies in my stomach.

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...few other things more...

When I went running on the 1st/Jan it felt good to feel the roundness of my bum, each step of my run would remind me of how much I appreciate it, and never mind the cellulites

I dressed sexy for an event. It did turn out I was overdressed for it, and I changed it back to normal clothes. But at least I made the effort.

I did a pedicure and while my foot were being touched I did not stop in any way the feeling of pleasure I was having. I could even feel an orgasm building up inside me. Obviously, I did not say anything to the lady, as it was nothing to do with her. It was simply to do with my sensuality, and having my feet touched in a soft way really makes feel good.

I had a facial done.

I meditate

....................Thus, all these little things are keeping me going. Hope to be back in full swing soon. Also hope you also find a way to be in touch with your sensuality, even if you are feeling a bit down. ....................